January 2012
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I actually haven’t felt this bad in such a long time. I’m trying my hardest to at least LOOK happy and ACT happy, but I can’t. There’s probably no use in trying, because if I can’t fool myself, I can’t fool anyone.
The past month has caught up, I guess. This year has sucked so bad so far - I’ve hated it and, ashamedly, cried over it. Last night especially...
I actually had an awesome day today.
But then my mum rang me up, yelling in my fucking ear for my whole Drama class to hear about how I was “10 minutes late”.
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I think I must have done something wrong, or I must have said something wrong, or perhaps I may have even been born wrong, because I feel like that at home.
Y’know, I never asked to be different from my parents. It’s not my fault that they are so bloody emotionally retarded. They don’t even fucking know me. I’m more like a thing, rather than a person. Instead of being...