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Hello Cold World thoughts

So it seems like I’ve been waiting forever for this song and my wait was FINALLY over today. I was so eager because Paramore means so much to me and EVERY.SINGLE.SONG they have ever written/performed means something personally to me - I can relate to every song; no lie. I depend on the emotional connection I have with each song because they manage to open me up and understand myself better than anything, or anyone else, can. It hurts to do so sometimes but it makes me feel better in the long run. I’m one of those freaks that likes to analyse myself and my problems because I don’t know myself as well as I’d like to yet.

I REALLY needed this song. Like really really. I guess it’s because I knew it would help me and deal with my issues. I haven’t been feeling great - I still feel crap even now - but this song and this band just makes everything better, even if only a little bit. I tend to just cover up my problems and the majority of the time I feel uncomfortable speaking about my emotions and crap. This band literally forces me to open up and I know it’s what I need. So yeah, Paramore, the awesomeness that is Hayley, Taylor and Jeremy, literally save me from hitting rock bottom every time. I know they will continue to do so, too. Fuck knows where I’d be if it weren’t for them: I truly believe that they are some of the only people that will always be there when I need them. I spend a lot of time searching for new bands to listen to and no one ever comes close to these guys. When I meet them one day, I’ll tell ‘em.

As for Hello Cold World… I do not give a single fuck whether you dislike it, it’s fucking awesome and I love it. I’ve been listening to it on repeat since like 4. NO REGRETS. Not a single one.