What's a weekend?

Um.

So my Mum just asked me whether my twin and I would want to go to the same university.

Realisation has literally just slapped me right in the face and it really hurts. I’m not going to be with her forever, am I?

Y’all are probably like, “who cares, she’s just a sister”. She’s so much more than that. She’s one of my best friends too - she probably knows me better than anyone else in “real life”. She’s also been with me through absolutely everything. She even follows me on here (on my other account though).

I’ve never been apart from her for more than a week, and that was while I was on a school trip to Spain. Even then I wasted about £50 calling her everyday. One day, half way through that trip, she stayed awake texting me for hours because I freaked out and thought some Spanish dude was carrying a dead body into an elevator outside of my room.

We were in the same class in primary school.

We started secondary school without knowing ANYONE there. We got so much closer because of that.

We’re in 3/4 lessons together for college now.

We share the same friends and hang out together.

We shared a room for 11 years of our life.

She knows about all of my fucking obsessions and lets me vent my feelings to her.

She’s the only one that encourages me to pursue my chosen career choice.

She’s the only one that I have super bitching sessions with.

Fucking hell. I take back every single mean thing that I may have said or done and I forgive her for every mean thing she’s said or done to me. Even that time she smacked me around the face with a spade because I ‘annoyed her’. Bitch. I don’t want us to go to different unis or to not even live near each other.

Having a twin sucks for the first decade or so, but once you mature they basically become you’re best friend (or at least ONE of your best friends). I feel so lucky that I’ve always had someone with me. Even if she’s not the most sympathising, understanding and emotive person, she’s fucking awesome.